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[08 Jun 2008|11:12am] |
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Three Days Grace - Time of dying |
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It's really annoying when you have to spend your birthday on studying because there are two exams next day... At least year ago I had Korean exam that day, and I came into the classroom saying something along the lines "what about easier set of questions because of my birthday?" Not that it helped, but still it was somewhat funny.
So now, Korean and Chinese wait for me tomorrow! Happy birthday to me and now back to books...
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| ...but life goes on |
[28 May 2008|12:09am] |
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Tired.
Stressed.
Angry with myself.
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Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
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| Hanja, Taiwan and other rambling |
[18 Apr 2008|12:32am] |
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Ueickap - Why |
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Right now I'm trying to force myself to learn hanja (chinese characters for korean). Tomorrow I have weekly test, but I'm still far from memorizing even half of characters I'm supposed to know. I'm definitely too lazy. Actually, it's the same for Korean and Chinese. I want to know those languages, but sitting down, taking a book and learning is sometimes simply too much for me, when there's so much more interesting things to read. And for God's sake! - I study Korean and have plans to go to Taiwan for six weeks on Mandarin course, so I should do some actual learning before exams start...
And I still have research paper on Korean shamanism to write on my English classes...
I'm doing everything but learning xD *facepalm*
But never mind that. I'm quite excited about going to Taiwan. I've already bought flight ticket - I actually booked it even before I knew I was admitted to the course. But it was better to buy ticket earlier as it's much cheaper and I wouldn't lose so much money if I wanted to resign.
But I don't have to worry about it anymore, because I've received an e-mail from a university where the course is hold that I am accepted. Though it took me so much time to send the proper reply...
Okay, time to go back to my beloved chinese characters.
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| [Drabble] Viewfinder - Afraid |
[09 Sep 2007|02:08pm] |
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My first viewfinder fan fiction. No beta xD I hope there's not too many mistakes...
And well, it's kind of short.
Title: Afraid
Pairing: Asami/Akihito
I don't know when I started to care. The whole time spent with Asami I lived in denial. Not once I told him my feelings. It was only little less hard to admit it myself. I didn't even show him any sign of my affection. Not really, I'm sure he saw something, my denied pleasure as evidence, but not even once I did it intentionally.
I was afraid. Now I know. Afraid that the moment I'd stop running away, he'd stop chasing me. Afraid that my defiance was the only thing that kept him interested. Afraid that once I'd show him my feeling, he'd turn away and never look back.
I was afraid. Now I know. And I know that fear is the reason why I lost him.
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| Time to start |
[07 Sep 2007|12:15am] |
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Ok. Let's begin. I think it's high time I wrote something again. I haven't written anything longer for such a long time that it's scaring me. And I used to write a lot. Well, not in English, but in Polish, but what really matters is that I became really lazy -_- and even more impatient than I already was... And it seems that I lost my touch, cause I have so many ideas to put a story, but I cannot write anything and it annoys me like hell! Because I can't even start it!
But! Maybe it's time to do something about myself and begin some things anew. Who knows, maybe my writing will be ever better. For sure it will be wiser and more cogent than it used to be xD As I didn't really consider much what I was writing about O.o But that's the old story...
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